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By: Aunt Barb
Paul, if you could talk to us
today, I know just what,you would
say. You'd look at us and give us
that smile, And tell all of us, "I'm
only away from you a
while…Although my days on
Earth were few,God really blessed
me to have friends and family,
like you.You're going to do it,
anyway,But Please don't cry for
me today.My memory is there in
your heart,So you see, we aren't
that far apart.To my buddies I
can't text or call you on your cell,
you see,But I'll speak to you in
other ways, you'll know its me.
To my aunts and uncles when you
think about the times you've
spent with me in the past,
Remember I'm with mamaw and
papaw, at last.
Makenlee and Maliyah, I'm not on
Earth to watch you grow,
But your mom and dad won't let
you forget Uncle Paul, I know.
Gary, Heather, and Brandy we've
had shared more then anyone,
we laughed, and cried, we've had
good times and bad.
Cherish those memories, laugh
about them, don't be sad.
Mike, you were not my Father, I
know.
You were my "dad", you taught
me a lot of things, guided me,
and watched me grow.
Mom, the first woman I ever
loved. You gave me love, and you
Gave me life, you gave me the
most precious gift of all, You
blessed everyone here, with the
gift of your son, ME…."

Paul







The worst thing could happen to
any...................MOTHER
Sunday morning, Dec, 18,2005, was the worst
day of my life. I answered the door and it was
my two daughters Heather and Brandy, At first
I couldn't figure why they was doing there at
that time morning, then I looked up, there was
a State police and Billy Wagel the deputy
sheriff.. I knew then I was going to get some
bad news. I starting crying before I knew even
what happen …When they told me that it was
my son , he was gone ,died in an auto
accident OH GOD NOT MY Paul! Never in my
life have I felt such pain. Paul was 34 at the
time of his death and my first child. There are
no words to describe my loss. He was one my
babies . Anytime he walked through the door
and smiled, my heart smiled also. He was a
very handsome young man and lived each
day to the fullest. I can't begin to tell you the
struggle I go through each day. Always
thinking of him, loving him, missing him, those
things never go away. There is such a void in
my life and it will never be the same. I have my
memories and how very precious they are to
me.
He was God's gift to me for 34 years and every
year will always be such sweet precious
memories in my heart. Paul was such a fun
person to be around and he loved his friends
as well as family. He had a heart of gold and
would do anything he could for anyone. I miss
our hugs, talks, laughing together and him
saying I love you, mom. No person in this world
will ever know what I'm going through unless
you've been there.
Every little thing I do , Reminds me something
of Paul, Like today I know this sounds silly, I
was eating , I remember Paul being at my
home back in Aug.I had him over for supper.
He made the remark, That he hasn't had a
good meal since Thanksgiving of last year.
That I cooked. I Just sit here and cried so hard
thinking he never got to have a good meal, .
He was here this Thanksgivings I know he had
a good meal that day.
I know these little things will come to me one by
one I will shed a tear one by one. Even the
good ones and the bad ones I will cry because
my memory of Paul will always be in my broken
heart
I know if I havnet had God in my Heart I wouldn't
be able to go on in life. I always Prayed when
my kids was little, was for me to live to see them
grown. Then when they was grown up I ask let
me go before them. But I know God has a
reason he wanted Paul before me. Someday I
will see him again because my faith in the Lord.
Like The song I Can Only Imagine


PAUL JASON WADDELL
JULY 20, 1971 - Dec. 18, 2005
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And God will wipe every tear
from their eyes. - Rev.7:17
Brandy's Memorial
This is when our journey is over
and he wraps his arms around
us and says "My child welcome
home.Your troubles are over."


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